Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Playing Tag







The Love Friendships Award states: "These blogs are exceedingly charming. These kind bloggers aim to find and be friends. They are not interested in self-aggrandizement. Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to these writers. Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this cleverly-written text into the body of their award.

As for the Honest Scrap award: A) First list 10 honest things about yourself - and make it honest (hence, the award 'Honest Scrap'), even if you have to dig deep! B) Pass the award on to 8 bloggers that you feel embody the role of the Honest Scrap. (This is an award only to display on your blog that everything you write on it is in truth, sincerity, and integrity.)*
A nice one, that Honest Scrap award. So I can honestly say that:

1. I have many vices, but perhaps the greatest of them all are Chocolate, Facebook, and Rachael Ray. I have an almost unhealthy obsession with all of three. I am working on the chocolate and the Facebook things, but Rachael Ray is an absolute must have, especially her magazine, Everyday with Rachael Ray. Love it.

2. I am a passionate person. The things I am passionate about may vary from time to time, but there are certain things that remain true. My passion for photography is undeniable, I can never take enough pictures! Music is a true passion, I can say that I need it in my life, and don't know what I would do without the gift that music provides me on a daily basis! Plants and Flowers, love them, huge part of my life, make me feel alive just smelling them, and proof that God has a sense of humor is that I majored in Landscape Design and Horticulture despite my allergies of pollen, and the like. Gotta love that :-)

3. I am allergic to everything. No lie. I was tested for allergies last year at the clinic here in town and they test everything from pollen, grass, feathers, trees, dander, dust, etc. And after they had poked and prodded my back (if any of you have ever had this done, I can say, not pleasant to say the least). Pretty much my back swelled up, well, like someone who was allergic to everything. Basically my allergy doctor says, "no, it's not all in your head, you really do have allergies all year round, to one thing or another." So basically I have seasonal allergies. All year round.

4. I was recently diagnosed with Depression and Non-Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease after many months of testing and doctor's visits and not feeling well. The depression was not a new thing to me as I have struggled with that most of my life, but it has never been as severe as it is now. The Liver Disease literally scared me back into reality, and made me realize that I have to take better care of myself now, or I may not be around to enjoy the life God has given me. On that note, being sick these past 6 months has caused me to see things differently in my life and to know that God is with me, even in my darkest nights.

5. I recently had an encounter with God. This has changed me in ways I never knew possible. Like I said before I know now that He is always there, even in my darkest nights. My heart was just so closed before that I had no idea.

6. I used to be afraid to die. For the longest time since I can remember I was so afraid of leaving everything that I had here, or not being able to accomplish anything or be able to leave a legacy of anything. I just wanted to know that I had meant something to somebody, and that I had all the time I needed to get done what I wanted to get done. I know, selfish right? Little did I know that I had no need to be afraid of anything. Along with the encounter mentioned above, reading the book The Shack has changed my life, and I don't say that lightly. The book has given me a fresh and new perspective on God, forgiveness, heaven, and death. I know now that the faith I have gives me hope, and that hope will one day bring the joy in being able to walk with the my Lord forever in eternity! I cannot wait!

7. For the first time in a long time, I love my life again, although it makes me sad to even admit that I have not loved it in quite some time. In fact today I had that realization when some news that I had been waiting on came in the form of an email today, and that news is a new job! I cannot say what a HUGE blessing this is, and how this came along at the best and most perfect time, I know it is all in God's planning, and despite my impatience (I am still learning) and my worrying, God has provided in a big way once again. Proving to me, that yup, He is indeed the holder of my heart and the path-maker in my life!

8. I love singing at the top of my lungs. In my car I am the "crazy" one that is always rocking out to the radio, and I have gotten a few odd looks every now and then, but I love the way it makes you happy and can change your whole perspective on things! I often times listen to my Ipod while doing dishes and Jake comes home to find me blaring out lyrics to songs and having a personal dance-party in the kitchen, and he just has to shake his head and laugh and remind me that I am not the only one who lives in our house apartement, and then he goes on to tell me that's one of the reasons that he loves me so much. Yup people, the secret is out, the man loves and married me for my stellar singing skills and killer dance moves :-)

Now lets keep the ball rolling on to these fabulous blogs that give me all kinds of different inspiration and motivation!

Glory in the Highest
This is Reverb
Getting Down with Jesus
Triple the Love
Pastor Kuyp's Random Thoughts
Pioneer Woman
Dan McClanahan Photo
Vanessa Bartels Photography

And of Course Popcorn the 5th Foodgroup/A Life that Is Changed, but she nominated me, so I was just trying to roll the ball over to some newbs :-)

Enjoy! Can't wait to see who some of your favorite blogs are :-)

3 comments:

janelle said...

Entertaining and heartwrenching. As I read your list, I couldn't help but think about the fact that light can overcome darkness but darkness cannot overcome light. I know too, that depression is a chemical thing, but Satan gets a hold of us in whatever ways he can. By you being "outloud" about it, you take away his power in that situation. Many blessings to you my sweet friend! I KNEW you were worthy of the two awards.

Jake and Nikki Boden said...

So true, darkness cannot overcome light because light shines through all the cracks, even mine. :-)I think I need to be "outloud" about it, because otherwise Satan wins, and I will NEVER let that happen to me or anyone else that I love! By speaking out about my "illness" I hope I can inspire others to do the same about the problems they face on a day to day basis as well.

Anonymous said...

I loved your honesty, especially about your recent diagnoses. I too am a rock singer in my car!!! How fun!!! Much blessings...

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